How come writing feels so hard?

I figured out why I may be not writing as much as I should, it’s because there are so many things to do on this platform.

You have to set a feature image, you have to enter in keywords. Then there are things like font sizes, grammatical syntax, writer appeal, and then people are going to judge you and your abilities through the work you put out there, right? But wait, we have AI for some of this.

At least on Tumblr, I don’t feel that need to cover all my boxes, I can just write a short little message and then that’s that. I can even start writing things on X as well, they have an Article builder feature, and since I pay for X (mainly for Grok, and to get rid of the incessant bots, or the fake accounts that spew bullshit information.

Anyway, I forgot what I was going to actually write about.

Why writing is kind of expensive

Well, anyway, the cost of writing an article on some platforms (like this one) is really high to me, and this contributes to my lack of writing. Also I am really drained from my schooling, I remember the first time that I did a degree, I was able to go out at night with my friends and drink.

Now I am lucky if I have a can of beer or a glass of whisky in a month!

But that’s because of my work load. I only took 3 courses per semester, I now take a full 5, and I have labs. It’s probably not as bad as some people, but it’s a lot for me. When I was rehabilitating I had to have a reduced work load, in fact, I put off going to the gym in place of school. So really, it’s not that I have improved or gotten better, I just have become more committed.

I’m probably going to have trouble this semester, especially if I decide to tack on Cognitive Psychology. Honestly though, it sounds so good, although I can live without the 9 am classes/labs 4 days a week.

On an unrelated and seperate note, I missed my chance to see the movie “Hamnet”, through the TIFF rotation of films, I heard so many great things through the festival this year as well. I wonder if the people in my Tumblr community can help me out with the movie choosing, I don’t know if I want to invest a lot of time reading into the films, actors, directors and cinematographers.

This is the end of week 1, let’s see how week 2 goes.

Oh man, people have been referring to me as “wearing my pajamas” when clearly, I am not. Like everywhere I go, I hear “Yeah, I’m just wearing my pajamas to work”, when I hear this I always feel like I am sticking out like a sore thumb, or people are judging me.

Although, it’s true I don’t put effort into what I am wearing too much. I have other choices to focus on. Like whether or not I am going to take over the world. I also used AI to improve my title, we’ll see how this works.