As I am sitting here, and as I have written in my 15 years of writing, blogging, editing and learning, I have been through a lot.

People, and Journalists have picked apart my words, they have taken things that they don’t try and see the positive in the meaning, and true I have said some polarizing things, or have written some poor work. I actually never knew how my disability impacted my writing, my thinking, the legibility or the portrayal of my ideas. I say it’s the people who have been in power too long, and don’t change their approach.

In my last post, I said that I’d be writing new film reviews, what I meant to say is that I have written new film reviews, and I plan to write new film reviews. When I write, it’s actually my thinking process at the same time, it’s because I am not very vocal and I don’t have any friends that I can call and talk to or hangout. My schooling schedule is so bad, I have to be there 9 in the morning and then I have a huge break util I have to be back at 3.

Part of that reason is the problem that I don’t have the time or the space to hangout. I am actually really scared of changing my routine right now because I don’t want to mess anything up. What I will be doing, hopefully, is planning to write my reviews and see movies. As well as studying, because that is something that I actually enjoy doing. I don’t know why.

I think some of the blame should be placed on me, because my focus is on getting my course content and not on making sure I don’t have errors in my writing, whether grammatically or contextually.

Well, now it’s back to my science brain, and cell biology! But first….

Groceries.