I know I make some ambitious and relatively large goals, to start university in Cognitive Science, make a website for sage sex and teenagers. write about what I am learning.

It’s just that there is a lot happening really fast, and things just slip my mind if they are not like well planned out and really, written down in some type of organized way.

I have frontal lobe damage, I never knew how it would impact me, until it impacted me. I really wanted to push my self to really see what I could handle. The problem is that I will always have this idea that someone is going easy on me because I have this injury.

I used to talk about my injury in a way because I had poor insight into what was going on around me, and yeah, that probably made me look like an asshole. I would feel bad if I didn’t know that my brain had parts of it destroyed, and it rewired as something totally different. If I had taken science first, maybe I would have drank less.

As a business student, we drank a lot.

Now as a student of science, we learn of alcohols effects in the body, and the brain. It’s not good at all, but the thing is that the brain will recover. Like the liver, but to a point. Anyway, during the regular school year I haven’t really drank at all. Looking from the outside in, I still drink, because my birthday is in November, Christmas is right around the corner (eggnog, am I right?) and then it’s back to school then St. Patrick’s day, then finals.

School has really consumed my life, from the start in 2022, 2023 getting accepted into a Human Biology Specialist Program (which doesn’t mean shit really), I almost went to court, had to be escorted by security to and from class.

I have had a lab course EVERY semester so far. One semester I had 3 labs, another I had 2 labs (as with most universities, your lab course is actually one part, there is also a lecture portion, and organic chemistry has a lecture portion and a tutorial on top of the lab). I think my next tattoo is going to be of a lab rat, or a mouse…. maybe a chimp?

Probably a lab rat, like the one that Creepy Jason made on Ink Master. Back when Ink Master was cool.

I was planning on writing about my frontal lobe damage, and how it feels like nothing I plan to do actually sticks. Then I was going to talk about how I am trying to combat seasonal allergies with Quercetin with Bromalin to combat that histamine!

But now I have hives around the lower portion of my neck, and upper chest area. I think I need to see the doctor, and maybe I should cool it on the mad scientist stuff. I’ll stick with my plants, they can grow back practically everything!